Everything All at Once

She felt everything all at once. Emotions swirling together like multiple cans of paint tipped on their sides. Colors pouring out, mingling, forming something new. Grief, sadness, loneliness, joy, abandonment, hope, fear, guilt. All of it.

She wished for someone to help her understand what this was. But she began to understand that no one else could fully explain what she had created. Was creating.

So she stopped searching outside of herself.

She took a seat.

And began looking inward for the truth.